faceoff

I got no face to show my supervisor anymore after writing her an emo letter stating how I hate doing my FYP and stuff. It might have been improper for me to do that, but out of sheer desperation I needed to get things off my chest and wanted to be...well, honest. I told her with a tone of immense gratitude for her assistance, but apologetically opened up that my FYP has been a constant source of negative feelings these past few months.

When we met at the lab, she told me face to face that she read my email, but we just brushed it aside for a while. *AWKWARD MOMENT GALORE* Then she offered to give some nuggets of advice, which I just nodded my head in response to. When I got back to my room, I was hesitant to check my NUS email for fear of how she would reply to my email, which she never did anyway. If I were in her shoes, the safest thing to do is to not reply too. Unless she also has a degree in Psychology and wants to practice being a part-time shrink in between her wastewater engineering research duties.

So on Monday before seeing my supervisor again, maybe I should drop by here first.