Voice

Yay..finally the call got through and his plane has already landed safely in New York. After what seemed like 48 million years after he left and without hearing from him while in transit in Japan (no reception he said), I am relieved and glad to know he's okay and he's waiting for his luggage. Soon he'll be seeing his parents and they'll be driving back to Lebanon, Pennsylvania where they reside.

So. My life is getting back to 'normal'. I just needed to know that he's safe. I was really tempted to cancel my job interview with *** tomorrow because man, my eyebags look horrible! How to sell myself to the company sia?!

Actually this morning I was supposed to have a mock interview with a career counselor from the university career center, but I emailed her to cancel it. I reasoned I intend to cancel the real interview with *** too because:
1.) I wasn't really interested with a civil engineering position;
2.) I had too much school stuff to do and it would eat my time preparing for the interview because I wouldn't wanna go there not doing my homework.

Oh well, the lady counselor called me on my handphone and encouraged me to still go for the interview. She pointed out that even if I'm really not that interested, it would be an experience I could learn from; and I could afford to not prepare so much if I lack time in doing so, and would not be very bitter if results turned out unfavorably. In short, I could gain experience and it wouldn't be much of a blow if I sucked the first time.

But all day today I was just anxious about John being safe and sound back there in the land far, far away; and decided I wouldn't go for the interview if I still didn't hear from him before the appointed time tomorrow. I just wouldn't be able to concentrate and waste everybody's time. But yay, I'm glad I got to hear his voice again and know he's fine. So, now I'd just have to live with this long distance love affair for a while.

I know God will bring us back in each other's arms again. Soon.

PS Company name hidden for privacy reasons. Well I just don't want them to google their own company and find this blog.