This is one of those IMISSMK posts again

My eyes would just well up whenever we talk on the phone. It's soooo not the same as when I talk to him in person. I miss him so much I can't describe it. I know I've been rambling about it a lot...but it's so difficult to just bottle up my emotions and pretend everything is fine when really it's not. :( I thought I would be okay already :( Really I am trying to :( God please help me :(

I really would just want to fly to the States right now. Anybody please give me a visa and a plane ticket :( AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I'm sorry for being a crybaby:( But I will be stronger. And I have to also, because I still have many things to do in order to graduate. Really, I'd work hard and do whatever it takes so that I can be with him soon.

This is like hellll :( :( :(

I can do this
I can do this
I can do this
I can do this

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

Midterms and FYP and whateverelse here I come.