there are many things i want to say. i didnt have a christmas 2007 blog post. mother's day post. happy birthday dimple post. happy birthday papa post. congratulations for graduating post. now im at a loss for words again.
wasted trip at the coffee shop. im going back to singapore tomorrow. im supposed to start work next week. people compare themselves to me and they think im fortunate. maybe i am but i still feel there's something lacking, and it's no big deal to be me. maybe i should be more grateful. but maybe this is how other people feel too when i compare myself to them, being them really is no big deal too. they say happiness is a choice.
i really don't like uncertainties. right now i think God is teaching me to be patient. to trust Him. he knows I really hate waiting. I hate waiting. i hate waiting. i hate waiting. i hate waiting.
i think He really wants me to learn how to be more patient.
i love my family so much. paolo's off to college. God please always guide him and be with him. my baby brother is no longer a baby anymore. i have very fond memories of when we were still kids. i think im quite protective of him. i think if i were his mom he'd be a spoiled brat. so thank God i'm not his mom. i couldn't ask for a better brother.
i really needed this break. this vacation. this chance to be with my family once again.
i was given the opportunity to have a shot at having a better life, better future. in exchange for being away from my family. i enjoy my freedom, but at times it gets really, really lonely.
anyway. nobody wants this post to be more emo.
see ya.
wasted trip at the coffee shop. im going back to singapore tomorrow. im supposed to start work next week. people compare themselves to me and they think im fortunate. maybe i am but i still feel there's something lacking, and it's no big deal to be me. maybe i should be more grateful. but maybe this is how other people feel too when i compare myself to them, being them really is no big deal too. they say happiness is a choice.
i really don't like uncertainties. right now i think God is teaching me to be patient. to trust Him. he knows I really hate waiting. I hate waiting. i hate waiting. i hate waiting. i hate waiting.
i think He really wants me to learn how to be more patient.
i love my family so much. paolo's off to college. God please always guide him and be with him. my baby brother is no longer a baby anymore. i have very fond memories of when we were still kids. i think im quite protective of him. i think if i were his mom he'd be a spoiled brat. so thank God i'm not his mom. i couldn't ask for a better brother.
i really needed this break. this vacation. this chance to be with my family once again.
i was given the opportunity to have a shot at having a better life, better future. in exchange for being away from my family. i enjoy my freedom, but at times it gets really, really lonely.
anyway. nobody wants this post to be more emo.
see ya.
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