Now that I've seen the big picture

I just realized,

God loves me soooooo much.

At this very moment, if it weren't for an unexpected turn of events, perhaps I wouldn't be here writing this post. Perhaps I would be distraught, contemplating about the cruelty of this world, while holding on to the safety rails on the edge of the roof of PGP. Or perhaps I would have jumped already.

But no. God knew this was coming, that this had to happen, and He knew I wouldn't be able to handle it if He didn't do something. Something I totally wouldn't have expected. I mean, I was happy, I was content, I was looking forward to more happy moments like it had been before I left. Why mess my perfect life up? Why make things complicated? No matter how much I resisted, it kept on pushing its way back. I was confused. I felt guilty. Why are you allowing this, Almighty?

Had I known the big picture beforehand, I wouldn't have been so melodramatic. Now all is well. It's perfect.

God gives, God takes away, God gives something better. MK. =)